THE STORY OF MY EXPERIMENTS WITH TRUTH
by Mohandas K. Gandhi
11. PREPARATION FOR ENGLAND:
I passed the matriculation examination in 1887. It then used to be held at two centres,
Ahmedabad and Bombay. The general poverty of the country naturally led Kathiawad students to
prefer the nearer and the cheaper centre. The poverty of my family likewise dictated to me the
same choice. This was my first journey from Rajkot to Ahmedabad, and that too without a
My elders wanted me to pursue my studies at college after the matriculation. There was a
college in Bhavnagar as well as in Bombay, and as the former was cheaper, I decided to go there
and join the Samaldas College. I went, but found myself entirely at sea. Everything was difficult. I
could not follow, let alone taking interest in, the professors' lectures. It was no fault of theirs. The
professors in that College were regarded as first-rate. But I was so raw. At the end of the first
term, I returned home.
We had in Mavji Dave, who was a shrewd and learned Brahman, an old friend and adviser of
the family. He had kept up his connection with the family even after my father's death. He
happened to visit us during my vacation. In conversation with my mother and elder brother, he
inquired about my studies. Learning that I was at Samaldas College, he said: 'The times are
changed. And none of you can expect to succeed to your father's gadi [=position, lit. 'throne']
without having had a proper education. Now as this boy is still pursuing his studies, you should all
look to him to keep the gadi. It will take him four or five years to get his B.A. degree, which will at
best qualify him for a sixty rupees' post, not for a Diwanship. If like my son he went in for law, it
would take him longer still, by which time there would be a host of lawyers aspiring for a Diwan's
post. I would far rather that you sent him to England. My son Kevalram says it is very easy to
become a barrister. In three years' time he will return. Also, expenses will not exceed four to five
thousand rupees. Think of that barrister who has just come back from England. How stylishly he
lives! He could get the Diwanship for the asking. I would strongly advise you to send Mohandas to
England this very year. Kevalram has numerous friends in England. He will give notes of
introduction to them, and Mohandas will have an easy time of it there.'
Joshiji--that is how we used to call old Mavji Dave--turned to me with complete assurance, and
asked: 'Would you not rather go to England than study here?' Nothing could have been more
welcome to me. I was fighting shy of my difficult studies. So I jumped at the proposal, and said
that the sooner I was sent the better. It was no easy business to pass examinations quickly.
Could I not be sent to qualify for the medical profession?
My brother interrupted me: 'Father never liked it. He had you in mind when he said that we
Vaishnavas should have nothing to do with dissection of dead bodies. Father intended you for the
Joshiji chimed in: 'I am not opposed to the medical profession as was Gandhiji.
Our Shastras are not against it. But a medical degree will not make a Diwan of you, and I want
you to be Diwan, or if possible something better. Only in that way could you take under your
protecting care your large family. The times are fast changing and getting harder every day. It is
the wisest thing therefore to become a barrister.' Turning to my mother he said: 'Now, I must
leave. Pray ponder over what I have said. When I come here next I shall expect to hear of
preparations for England. Be sure to let me know if I can assist in any way.'
Joshiji went away, and I began building castles in the air.
My elder brother was greatly exercised in his mind. How was he to find the wherewithal to send
me? And was it proper to trust a young man like me to go abroad alone?
My mother was surely perplexed. She did not like the idea of parting with me. This is how she
tried to put me off: 'Uncle,' she said, 'is now the eldest member of the family. He should first be
consulted. If he consents we will consider the matter.'
My brother had another idea. He said to me: 'We have a certain claim on the Porbandar State.
Mr. Lely is the Administrator. He thinks highly of our family, and uncle is in his good books. It is
just possible that he might recommend you for some State help for your education in England.
I liked all this, and got ready to start off for Porbandar. There was no railway in those days. It
was a five days' bullock-cart journey. I have already said that I was a coward. But at that moment
my cowardice vanished before the desire to go to England, which completely possessed me. I
hired a bullock-cart as far as Dhoraji, and from Dhoraji I took a camel in order to get to Porbandar
a day quicker. This was my first camel-ride.
I arrived at last, did obeisance to my uncle, and told him everything. He thought it over and
said: 'I am not sure whether it is possible for one to stay in England without prejudice to one's
own religion. From all I have heard, I have my doubts. When I meet these big barristers, I see no
difference between their life and that of Europeans. They know no scruples regarding food.
Cigars are never out of their mouths. They dress as shamelessly as Englishmen. All that would
not be in keeping with our family tradition. I am shortly going on a pilgrimage and have not many
years to live. At the threshold of death, how dare I give you permission to go to England, to cross
the seas? But I will not stand in your way. It is your mother's permission which really matters. If
she permits you, then godspeed! Tell her I will not interfere. You will go with my blessings.'
'I could expect nothing more from you,' said I. 'I shall now try to win mother over. But would you
not recommend me to Mr. Lely?
'How can I do that?' said he. 'But he is a good man. You ask for an appointment telling him
how you are connected. He will certainly give you one and may even help you.'
I cannot say why my uncle did not give me a note of recommendation. I have a faint idea that
he hesitated to co-operate directly in my going to England, which was in his opinion an irreligious
I wrote to Mr. Lely, who asked me to see him at his residence. He saw me as he was
ascending the staircase; and saying curtly, 'Pass your B.A. first and then see me. No help can be
given you now,' he hurried upstairs. I had made elaborate preparations to meet him. I had
carefully learnt up a few sentences and had bowed low and saluted him with both hands. But all
to no purpose!
I thought of my wife's ornaments. I thought of my elder brother, in whom I had the utmost faith.
He was generous to a fault, and he loved me as his son.
I returned to Rajkot from Porbandar and reported all that had happened. I consulted Joshiji,
who of course advised even incurring a debt if necessary. I suggested the disposal of my wife's
ornaments, which could fetch about two to three thousand rupees. My brother promised to find
the money somehow.
My mother, however, was still unwilling. She had begun making minute inquiries. Someone
had told her that young men got lost in England. Someone else had said that they took to meat;
and yet another that they could not live there without liquor. 'How about all this?' she asked me. I
said: 'Will you not trust me? I shall not lie to you. I swear that I shall not touch any of those things.
If there were any such danger, would Joshiji let me go?'
'I can trust you,' she said. 'But how can I trust you in a distant land? I am dazed and know not
what to do. I will ask Becharji Swami.'
Becharji Swami was originally a Modh Bania, but had now become a Jain monk. He too was a
family adviser like Joshiji. He came to my help, and said: 'I shall get the boy solemnly to take the
three vows, and then he can be allowed to go.' He administered the oath and I vowed not to
touch wine, woman, and meat. This done, my mother gave her permission.
The high school had a send-off in my honour. It was an uncommon thing for a young man of
Rajkot to go to England. I had written out a few words of thanks. But I could scarcely stammer
them out. I remember how my head reeled and how my whole frame shook as I stood up to read
With the blessings of my elders, I started for Bombay. This was my first journey from Rajkot to
Bombay. My brother accompanied me. But there is many a slip, 'twixt the cup and the lip. There
were difficulties to be faced in Bombay.
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